生活的原点

I'm moving~!!

2010-03-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

I am moving to a new house!!!
I am going to leave this blog here.
Err...may be as a memory or as my notes ^^

Okay lar...the reason I move is because of this useless blog got something wrong with the template's html.
Getting sick of fixing it, so I prefer to move to a new "house"!!

tehee...I'm still welcome you all to visit my old house here for some references and informations.
But I think not much info can be found here!! hahaa..

By the way, I'm officially invite all the bloggers and readers to visit my new house and remember do drop some comments there yea ^^

Take care!!

My new house address >>>> http://zzzbbpandazzz.blogspot.com/

Thanks for the supprting, friends!!!

Message from a failure ^^

2010-03-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

I was on call with my good friend.

She is facing a family problem with an additional of relationship problem with her bf.

Well, what I can do is comforting her and give her some advice.

Eventually after shutting off the phone call,

I felt guilty coz' I don't have the right to advice her on any of her relationship problem.

I'm a failure to fix all these problems.

I never do well in any of the relationship thingy.

And that's why I all by myself now and struggling to overcome my phobia towards being alone.

But, with all the things I do for my friend

is the wish from me.

Hoping that she will no longer facing the same problems again and again.

And wishing her to own a very stable and enjoyable relationship.

And of coz', a relationship fully filled with LOVE and CARE.

Cheers up, girl! =)

花

2010-03-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

这些花像不带笑意的脸孔

齐齐扭转过头

定定凝望着我

一切蒙尘心事都无法遁逃

走远了的情绪纷纷回来了

变得尖锐清晰

一丝细细的疼痛

说好不联络的

突然忍不住要去了解一切是否安好

说过不懊悔的

突然却很希望时间可以倒流

被一丛花这样凝望的时候

我不得不收起洒脱的笑意

承认自己是寂寞的

我不得不诚实的对你说

“是的，我一直深深思念你。”

la~la~la~

2010-03-15T01:47:00.001+08:00

我已经忍了快流出脑浆了！！我没有必要再忍下去。毕竟我不需要再回到那“卡那塞”学校，所以我也不需要面对你们了。

或许当中的几个人是很无辜的。可是这我不需要去更深了解，因为我相信无论如何，我还是会成为你们聊天八卦三八的话题！

就因为这样，我没有必要让你们知道我究竟的情况，更不需要你们假惺惺的关心和问候。虽然你在几年前跟我向未来打拼，互相鼓励，加油的，可是我再也无法信任你了。我可以说，每个人对待爱情总比友情来的重视。

也或许你们都看不起我这样的人，可是这是我选择的生活。我又没去偷、杀、放火之类的行动，所以我没有必要对你们任何一个人隐瞒些屁！如果你们真的那么关心，一大早就来问个清楚了，总好过现在两年了还是如此在当事人的背后说有的没的。

随你们吧！反正我老早就很想摆脱你们世界的界线了。只是因为留在母校读书才没办法跨过你们生活圈子到外面去。

记住，你们的一句话或许对你们觉得只是闲聊话，可是对于其他人可能就有很大的问题了。说话小心，不要得罪人！！！

啦~啦~啦~

最熟悉的陌生人

2010-03-13T01:39:00.001+08:00

最熟悉的陌生人，定义是何？

分手后不可以做朋友，

因为彼此伤害过。

不可以做敌人，

因为彼此相爱过。

所以成为了最熟悉的陌生人。

确定

2010-03-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

一直在找你。

因此，当你走近时，

我豪不犹豫，靠去。

怦然心动不是常常有的，

我提不起劲已经很久很久。

我讨厌自己这样仓皇失措恋着你。

但，我无以应对。

因为，我唯一确定的是，你的不确定。

再爱一回

2010-03-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

总是在无人的夜里独自哭泣

我的心碎落了一地

既然留不住这段感情

再说什么都是多余

留下一道深深的伤痕抹不去

我的爱破碎支离

所以我只能选择逃离

因为情已无处可依

如果我能在选择一次

我想我会再爱你一回

几经波折　几经风雨

让我不由自主想起过去

如果你能再选择一次

愿不愿意再爱我一回

无怨无悔　真心真意

让美丽的记忆永远相随

搞笑

2010-03-07T04:42:00.000+08:00

今晚跟平常有些不一样

虽然还是同样的无聊

追了我的戏剧

突然就很想去看看上大学的资料

看啊~看啊~

千千静听也不停的播歌

突然听到好熟悉的音乐

我停下了脑里所想的东西

也不再碰老鼠了

静静的听那让我感动的音乐

就跟着哼起歌来

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人捞叨
蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎么熬
这么多年早就喜欢有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道
你好不好
我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着
我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了
我在搞笑却在最后眼泪拼命掉
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀
还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到
你好不好

对！就是“搞笑”

这歌带给我的意义很深奥

一时让我整个人停顿了5分钟

脑海里也出现各式各样的画面

我又再次掉泪了

运动

2010-03-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

今天跟朋友运动去了

发现

。。。。。。。

我的体力降低许多

肺力也严重弱掉了

惨了

这告诉了我

是时候多运动了

可是今天收到他的信息说

“你瘦真的不好看，真的！”

让我有种感动的感觉

可是我真的很没以前的牛狗胃口

大口大口的什么都吃啊

哎哟~

什么都不想

在这分享一些照片吧

哈哈

三个肥婆

哈哈~

自恋都是我们的爱好！

就到此了咯

忙碌的一天好让自己什么都不去想

不懂什么题目的post

2010-03-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

今天是一位我认识15年朋友的生日

哈哈哈哈~20岁了哦！

老了哦！

在此恭祝你不在是10多岁的小孩了

Albert,生日快乐

祝福你做任何事都是顺利的！

记得，我们等你的请帖哦！

所谓的请帖你应该知道什么意思了吧

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

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很生气的事

听到有位朋友在别人那大听我的消息

我知道，他或许是一份朋友的关心

可是他的反应和举动

让我受不鸟了！！

很想打下去！！

就看在朋友分上

我谢谢你的关系

可是，没必要在我背后刺刀

我没有碰到你任何一根毛

更没有语言上得罪到你

可是为何你要这样的侮辱我呢？

你那么老古板的想法很out了耶

就算你接受不了这些事实也不关你事

你可以不理，不看，不听！

毕竟我又不是你的什么人

就算有天你要排扯我也好

或是看扁我也好

那就随你的骨头要怎样

你做你的，我不能怎么样

可是请你把你脑袋放好来啦

我现在怎样

我现在做什么

我现在情况如何

我现在喜欢说什么

也轮不到你这胆小鸡公来讲评！

这是我自己的生活

你看不下去就告诉我一声

我可以不让你看到

更不会跟你有何朋友关系

一直到你有天接受得了这一切

就算那天不会来临

我告诉你，我无所谓！

告诉你咯

你要怎么传统也好

都不关我的事

可是也没必要羞辱我

你无法接受就滚开

因为你根本不了解

你不了解为什么事情的变化和存在

你不是我们

你更没有试过关心和去了解

所以怪不了你这单纯传统的小老人！

世界的改变，你是不知道

你还是回到自己的生活圈子里

慢慢享受你的童话世界吧！

你可以说是对我很失望

那也随便你好了

我又不是你的谁

你也根本不用对我有何期望

所以阿~~

我们根本天和地差别的人

你不接受也好

那就到此咯！

孔明灯

2010-03-01T17:10:00.001+08:00

不知道你看过孔明灯吗

孔明灯是盏让人许愿的大灯笼

首先要把自己的愿望挂在灯笼下

然后把火点燃

热气集中在灯笼内

一直到里头有了足够的热气

就会慢慢的升上夜空中

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我们的恋爱就如孔明灯

你我的疏忽

让我们少联络了

之中有不少的误会

从未有解决的机会

我们仍然紧握着

不想放手

一直到

堆积如山的问题

就如布满孔明灯里的热气

不能不放手

结果，怎样不舍还是得放开

否则伤了对方

一旦放开

却回不到原点

看着孔明灯的离开

渐渐的飘带夜空中的云朵里

再也看不见了

三月咯

2010-03-01T14:36:00.000+08:00

今天醒来的时候

发现二月已经结算了

三月的来临是不是好事？

足足一个星期了

分手的几天后

跟你还很聊得起

那时，我以为我们当朋友话题比较多

可是现在

你残忍的冷淡

把我心结成冰了

现在，我觉得你真的不需要我这朋友了

回忆不停不停的在脑海里旋绕

可是那些只不过是回忆罢了

好的，我会留下

不好的，就不去想

久而久之，一个一个会慢慢的淡掉

消失了

我什么都不要求

毕竟我不是你的谁

我只是想要完成一些东西

也希望你会给我这机会

希望，你遇见的她，

是你一直以来想要的伴侣。

要幸福哦！

安了

2010-02-28T15:37:00.000+08:00

雖然你未必會看得到這裡，
甚至你未必會意識我已離開，
但希望，會對你的生活帶來好的轉變，
至少，能夠不再讓你承受太多疲累.......

是我不好，對不起，
願你，安好。

在你离开之后

2010-02-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

在你离开之后

我就如失去了灵魂

做任何事情都要自己来

再也没有任何人的陪伴

在你离开之后

烟蒂的出现渐渐增加

在你离开之后

独自逛街成了我的嗜好

在你离开之后

电话不再是重要事物了

在你离开之后

单数号码一直出现在眼前

在你离开之后

没有撒娇甜言蜜语的机会

在你离开之后

世界变得很荒废没目标

在你离开之后

我学着不去想不去打听

在你离开之后

我安慰自己说一个人真好

这样独自的生活

有时想出去走走

再也找不到人陪

一切已经来到尽头了

只要看到你是幸福快乐

脸上常常带着迷人的笑容

这就是给我最好的安慰

煲汤

2010-02-27T21:51:00.001+08:00

煲汤如同恋爱，都需要精准火候。

我们终在起步时演出笨拙，

挫败经验中，领略分寸拿捏。

只是，好汤可以一煲再煲，

恋爱，我却不想一谈再谈。

累

2010-02-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

气到~~~~~~

我一早就说想看Valentine's Day了

所以今天就约朋友去看

鬼知道今天MBO那部戏全部是twin seats的

两个朋友一定是一起坐了嘛

那要我跟鬼坐咩~~

所以不看了

去Star Cineplex咯

也是我至从MBO开了去那边的第一次

够力的明显那边没有人的咯

看来MBO的影响力也真的够力大的咯

我们看了一部很多爱情故事的戏

不错的啦。。可以看的。。

给我来说里面的意思很不错

因为在每段爱情里

就差了那么一点

阻止了他们的幸福

可是他们的坚持

再次让他们拥有幸福

大S在戏中的角色也不错帅的咯

还有不错的爱情故事

个个爱情故事里都触动了我的心灵

刚刚失恋的我还好撑得住！

看完了就到7-11吃杯面！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

第一次站在店里吃的感觉

还不错的咯。。。

咳~~~~~~

无聊的一天

累了。。

心事重重

嘴巴却懒惰说出来

就算说了

有人能帮吗？

有人了解吗？

累

成绩

2010-02-25T17:20:00.001+08:00

提心吊胆的一天

今天25/02/2010

就是我假期一直等待的一天

STPM成绩公布的一天

带着“布冬！布冬！”的心去学校了

还没拿到自己的成绩时

就听说今年破纪录

有两个学生拿到4.00咯！

恭喜他们啦 ^^

我的成绩叻~~~

嘿~嘿~嘿~

。。。。。就是。。。。。

我不会在这公布啦

要知道就亲自问我咯

对我的成绩而言

并没有我想象中那么差

可是我还是不满意

是超级不满意咯

因为觉得自己还可以有更好的成绩

可是这已经是事实了

突然觉得form6并没有他人想的那么难！

累了就睡觉

觉得没有需要就不补习

上课有问题就问

一天一天这样过

一下子一年半的时间就结束了

然后成绩出来也不会差到不能进大学！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

大学呀~大学呀~

我很头大啦！

快快放我进啦！

真的搞不懂自己要念什么

也有点担心自己会不会被选进

烦！烦！烦！

在此也想谢谢我身边最好的“老师”

Verene同学！

她在我无助也不了解课题的时候

帮了我很多很多

还要谢谢我的老师们的教导，

信任，鼓励和意见！

我离开学校了！！！！

PS: 本小姐指的老师们不包括PA老师！

此刻心声

2010-02-24T07:45:00.000+08:00

有话就是要大声说！

对！我两年快四个月的爱情已经来到终点了！

我不敢去想会不会有重来的机会

因为我相信他受到的伤害已经足够打破他的胆子了

可是往往还是会胡思乱想

至少有去想就有机会！

伤心，痛哭，

种种的心情埋在心里深处

可是却不知如何发泄出来

就算再舍不得也好

只要现在的决定可以让彼此未来过的好些

现在多难受都不会成问题

对！失恋的女人是最脆弱的

可是我很清醒！

我绝不会犯同样的错误

所以啊，身边的朋友除了给我一些劝告和安慰

千万不要对我有何非分之想咯

我可会把你们一个个给洪到远远的

无论如何，日子还是得过

只希望自己可以打听到他状况还好

那我就满足了

你记得，身边的朋友给你的关心很多

好好珍惜她！她会让你找到属于你自己的微笑

要幸福快乐哦！

多希望你在

2010-02-24T07:17:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55X7jtmtajA
很好听的一首歌！
伤心ing

一次过~~~

2010-02-24T06:12:00.000+08:00

2010年的农历新年，

起初是开心的。

大年初一，在家看ASTRO!!

晚上当然跟情人过咯

难忘的，浪漫的，享受的

过了一天！

大年初二，在家看ASTRO!!

晚上跟朋友出！

去clubbing了！

虽然有点闷，可是还是可以跟他度过

这样就满足了。

大年初三，朋友带了JB朋友来玩。

很开心！真的很开心！

因为我们聚合了。

他也陪伴我度过那么美好的一夜！

大年初四，陪了朋友到海边去。

也吃了一些美食。

可是我跌倒了，

擦伤了手皮，现在留下痕迹了。

大年初五，朋友要回了。

去了一些朋友家拜年，

然后。。。好友出点状况了。

晚上，送机去了！

大年初六，跟他还有家人去看戏！

晚上到朋友家吃团圆饭！

今晚，轮到我出严重的状况。

大年初七，闷透了！

晚上又到另外一个朋友家吃饭！

之后赌博了，赢了一些些！

可是心情非常低落。

大年初八。。。

大年初九。。。

我们分手了！

我不清楚原因，

只知道我们心静平和的谈

可是还是不开心。

很心疼。

。。。。

未来，我不懂会是怎样。

只是近来听到的不少，

而都是对他不利的事！

听了超级生气！

又怎样呢？

谁理呀？

我此刻很矛盾，更充满疑问！

新年快乐

2010-02-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

在此，本小姐恭祝大家

虎年行好运！

事事顺利

身体健康

学业猛进

心想事成

青春美丽

。。。。

再念下去你们应该会睡着了吧！

哈哈哈哈哈哈

还是简单来说，

大家要过个开心年哦！

对于有伴侣的

就不要只顾拍拖

记得大年初一要陪父母咯

晚上才拍拖咯。。

顺便的，

祝福大家，

情人节快乐！

也不要忘记支持

MY ASTRO舞虎扬威大日子咯！！

2010-02-12T09:06:00.000+08:00

去你娘的啦！！我先声明说一个人的忍耐是有限的哦！！
不要再惹我了。
我接下来的生活已经被你搞到很没面子了，
现在你还再落井下石？
哈哈哈哈。。。跟你有血缘关系？
难说咯，说不定我可是家里抱错的。
要不为什么我得到的都是KNS的！！
什么都是我排到队伍的尾端！！！
现在我长大了，也很感激照顾我的人。
可是现在可不用你们叫上叫下了。
每天醒来都不停的听到罗嗦声，
就像很准时地收音机电台那样，
很烦的叻~~~~
还有哦，我可是19岁快20的人了。
再也不是18以下的小妹妹了，
所以啊，有些事情是你们任何一个人都管不着的！
咳~~~~~~为了这个家，
我付出的比任何跟我平等的人还要来得多。
从我8-9岁就开始把自己的双手捧药水，抹地了。
6年级就开始学下厨，而几年后的晚餐常常都是我准备的。
家里的地上，一直都等我打理。
为什么我就是脱离不了左家务的关系呢？
我的双手就像30快40的阿搜得双手了！！
这你们怎么负责？我每次看到就有一股气憋在心中。
有时做到不是很满意，
你们就大喊大叫！
去死啦~我做给你们了还不够，
还要批评我？不如换来你们做，然后我批评你们咯。。。
怎样？这想法如何？？

咳~~~我的这辈子就是这样！
认命了，可是有时候还是要发泄发泄以下！
咳~~~~~~~~~~

060210

2010-02-07T02:59:00.000+08:00

又是星期六！哈哈哈哈。。

我过了充实的一天！

爸妈去了KL，就剩我在家打理家咯。

觉得自己家是动物园的我，

不会忘了喂鱼，喂狗，再喂兔子，

还有浇花草树木咯。

下午还接到了老妈的电话，

要我带着atm的锁匙到她office去。

我能说“不要”吗？

哈哈，去到那边见到妈妈的同事，

就把锁匙交给她让她做事咯。

当我独自在office外面等的时候，

突然“铃~铃~铃~”的打扰了发呆的我！

吓呆了。

晚上去看了大日子舞虎！

这是大马的第一部华语电影剧！

很不错的咯。。。

有笑到也有感动到咯。。。

当然也不会忘了做我的爱好。。。

自拍！！哈哈哈哈哈哈。。

咳ing

2010-02-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

很想很想很想超级想大大大大大声地
咳ing~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

生气的是，小红不听话了！！
我一直download不到歌。
害我闷坏了。。。伤心ing。。。

还有没用的喉咙！
我从KL回来有两个星期了吧，
怎么还一直咳嗽咳个不停？
是不是要我把你给切了财满意？
我只是看在我的“明星梦”还没实现才不对你那么狠！
你最好给我听话点，不要再惹我了！！

真的给我气死了咯~~~~

死神，去死吧！

2010-02-02T16:10:00.000+08:00

怎么越来越温暖的感觉？

别逼我拔开眼睛了啦~

啊~！！！啊~！！！真的忍不住了。。。

怎么盖在棉被里，冷气明明开着却又那么热呢？

很不甘愿的张开眼睛，

看了在枕头边的电话时间，

哎~~~~~呀~~~~~~

2:28pm了呀~~~~~~~~~

真够力！！跳了起来赶快奔飞到厕所大理自己一下！！

冲凉了就爽到~~~~~

可是心里有点惭愧。。。

我怎么睡到像死人般一样呢？！

我这个假期不可以就这样过

真的很没意义咯

一天24小时，有大约12小时在床上做梦

其余的时间多数面对我的红红

简直像个。。。阿宅！！宅女啦！！

我可不要变这样>>>>>>>>>>>

啊~~~救命啊！！

这样下去不是办法了！

一定要把死神给赶走！

早点醒来练歌，做点有意义的事情！

哈哈。。口口声声这样说，不知道自己做得到吗....

伤心ing

觉得自己是废人一个！！

哼！不行了！不行了！！

啊~~~~快疯了。。。哈哈。。。

明天要打电话去问工了！！

祝我好运吧^^

可爱的虎年红t-shirt

2010-02-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

一月就这样的过去了！

这是我第100个post耶~

也是二月的第一个post咯。

今天啊~我就是要谢谢我的朋友们咯。

突然买了一件红色t-shirt给我。

因为啊，他们说年初一一定要穿红色的。

可是我的过年衣都买齐全了，

也没剩下多少钱来买衣服了。

哈哈~他们呀，就买了一个最适合虎年穿的t-shirt咯。

前面有这可爱的。。。

后面也有这。。。

还写着

“虎年虎生威，

春日春起色。”

谢谢了，朋友们！

Astro 舞虎扬威群星会 (II)

2010-01-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

开心~~开心~~开心~~

我所谓的开心就如颜莞倩终于见到她老婆Hebe那样咯！

哈哈哈哈~一路驾车回家都带着合不了的笑容。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

今天下午在家无聊过头就去了boulevard！

去到现场就“哇劳耶”！

因为实在太多人，太难挤了啦。

可是我还是挤挤挤挤挤到像在罐头里的沙丁鱼。

终于到了舞台附近了！

拿出相机了。。。莞倩也开始唱歌了。

唱了我最爱的“展翅高飞”。

很自然的就哼着的随着她歌声唱起来了。
还来得及录了一些些短篇咯 =D

之后Clarence伯伯来找我了。
哎哟，他来得时候就刚好他崇拜的陈靓瑄也出场了。
结果今天的我又被叫上台了。
昨天是台上唯一男的嘉宾，黄得宝。
今天又是同样的唯一男的嘉宾，曹国辉！
哈哈~很有男人缘吗？还是偶像缘啊？
可是为什么就不是颜莞倩请去哦上台呢？
游戏还是一样的咯。
结果是我，莞倩和靓瑄忙着抢microphone咯！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

对了，国辉还问我有没有跟男朋友来耶，
还问我明年会不会结婚咯！
莞倩后面帮我回答了“还年轻啦”~
哈哈~也是被那个主词人，阿兴的作弄咯。
下台前来个合照，而且这次是站在两个新传媒一人中间！！
靓瑄还勾勾我的手耶！！哈哈~

接下来就是所谓我的“爸爸”黄得宝，黎健云和我的偶像，颜莞倩唱“大日子”！
哈哈~也是他们第一次三个人一起唱歌 =)
不错！不错！很好听！我很enjoy！！

签名！签名！签名！签名！签名啊！！！

哇~~全部人挤在一起！！
结果我和Clarence伯伯还是能早早上台得签名。
哇~国辉在他照片里还写上我的名字耶！
靓瑄看到我还有一幅面善的样子。
她笑起来还真的很漂亮呀！

聪明的Clarence伯伯早早也叫我准备莞倩的照片了。
还有一支笔，放在身上！
结果一切真的有用到了！
得到了两个新传媒艺人的签名之后，
我就迫不及待的往外去找莞倩了。
终于她还记得我和给了我签名！
真的好好好开心！

这是莞倩第二次来古晋，
~~第一次，我没机会看到她。~~
这次，我真的不想再错过了。
我得到了她的亲笔签名，跟她一起的合照，
还在现场听到她那拥有爆发力，又带点温柔的低音，
唱着她EP里的“不是我不乖”和“展翅高飞”，
还有她在新秀里受到评判给的好评的一首歌，“Geek in the pink”，
和跟两位阿伯阿么合唱的“大日子”！
还有跟她同台两次玩游戏，
而且都在抢microphone！
其实啊，我在她面前的出现也给了她一些些的印象了吧！
可是，我不要求什么那么多了。
她在古晋的节目也已经到了尾段了。
明天我一觉醒来就不再去想这周末的疯狂游戏了。

看着夜空高高挂上的满月，
心里带着陈恳的祝福，
希望颜莞倩在未来的日子里，
走的路都是顺顺利利的，
身体也要健健康康的，
专辑也大卖到外国去！

莞倩，加油！

支持你呀！

还有啊，在这累累的周末还没结束前，
我也要谢谢那Clarence伯伯陪我疯狂咯~
其实也不用什么谢啦，因为他也在疯那陈靓瑄嘛~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！

结束了！
收拾心情，重新的过新的一天！

星期六的我

2010-01-31T01:56:00.001+08:00

星期六呀！就是一个时间排满满的一天咯。。。

今天早上九点多就醒来了啦~不是猪的一天！！

之后就帮妈妈做家务，打扫这，打扫那！

当然，不会忘了今天在Boulevard Mall的show。

跟朋友约好了要去看！！

因为他是陈靓瑄的超级粉丝！！

还没到basement，就看到千万辆的车进进出出的。

唉~原来还有不少的人也想发明星梦。

哈哈~去到台前，还好找得到位子坐下来。

之后另个朋友也来找我们了。

三个人在台下大声说话，还大声的笑！

哈哈~可惜我的朋友啊~下午陈靓瑄每出场啦。。。

结果呢，我被一个叫黄得宝的伯伯拉上台玩游戏。

帮他介绍介绍一下啦，贫我心地善良嘛~~~赫赫~

他是Astro经曲名曲歌唱大赛2008的亚军哦~

那时我上台之后还被他搞笑说我被黄得宝看上是因为我缺乏父爱！！

哈哈哈哈~什么话嘛~在玩游戏的时候，那个主次人还取笑我跑，还拿我跟颜莞倩比较嘛~

哎哟~~说到莞倩，她今天唱了她首张EP里的“不是我不乖”！

第一次听到她现场歌喉大唱的咯~不错咯~

要不然怎么能夺取“人气王”的外号和Astro新秀大赛的冠军呢？！

哈哈~之后我的朋友也被叫上台玩游戏！

也是一样被主次人整咯。。。

不知道他是不是看到我们比较年轻的上台，

也是时候搞笑搞笑一下，

因为年轻人比较玩得起嘛~~

晚上妈妈说要去同样地方买箱子！

所以又可以看到艺人咯~

哈哈~我有的看到陈靓瑄了。。

可是我朋友没得看！！哈哈哈哈~~

今晚，还很突然的看见了莞倩要回家的那瞬间，

就即刻要妈妈帮我拍我和她的合照咯！

终于拍到了！！开心^^

可是呀~回到家就出现一些状况咯。

很可恶的是，我们又不是你的谁，

我们的下落和活动需要一一的跟你报告吗？

奇怪！！第一次看到如此愚蠢的怪胎！！

竟然说自己很失望，因为我们去了KL玩并没告诉他！

那我就应该问说：

你几时有找过我们？

你自己去了KL，Damai Beach有没有约我们？有没有告诉我们？

你常常不在古晋，又不联络我们，你还敢要求我们联络你？？

真是个世界第一无理取闹大男人脾气的笨蛋！！

难道没听说过：要人家尊敬你，你就要先尊敬人家。

同样的，如果你要求我们做些事，那你是不是应该先做给我们看呢？

混蛋！！想清楚点啦~不要能怪就怪的！

不能想就用你那长在屁股上的脑袋移到头上去想想吧！！

=)

2010-01-29T12:07:00.000+08:00

已经两年快三个月了，

我仍然对你的爱还是不变。

这段时间，说长又不是很长，说短也不短。

可是我很肯定的就是我们都有在变。

轰轰烈烈的爱过，

不顾一切的付出，

这些都慢慢的在我们稳定生活中减少了。

事业，学业，都覆盖了我们燃烧着的爱。

无论发生了什么事情，

你有我的支持，

我有你的支持，

大家一起为未来奋斗努力。

这样就使最完美的路线了。

我仍然爱着你！

假期中的我

2010-01-26T21:16:00.001+08:00

不知不觉中，2010年的第一个月也即将结束了。

我在这消失了也有一个多星期了吧。

这不是因为本小姐懒惰咯，

而是去了西马旅行，散散心。

跟家人去了槟城四天，

后来又跟朋友去KL六天。

你说咯，是不是会带个空口袋回来呢？

哈哈~可是没关系啦~

新年也快到了，红包会迎面而来的！！

到了槟城，我没买什么咯。

多数都是在吃。

可是到了KL，就看到喜欢的就直接买了。

尤其是一箱大大大的化妆盒！！

价钱可不便宜哦！！三个数字的。

也在那边买完了过年衣服了。

留下更好的回忆还是跟朋友在云顶的游玩。

可惜天不作美，但是我们还是在每个角落留下我们的回忆！

这是在槟城的QueensBay Mall拍的。

哈哈~在云顶的我！！

兴奋得在云顶snow world狂玩了。

呆在温度大约1-5度内有一小时。

跟朋友的合照咯！^^

开心的时间往往过得似火箭的速度。

可是日子仍然一天一天的过，

还是要选择过个充实自己，让自己快乐的日子。

槟城，我来了！

2010-01-15T10:15:00.000+08:00

我的假期旅行就在今天开始了！

待会儿就会立刻我这家乡，

到槟城去了！！！

开心，期待是一定会有的。

可是未必到了那边会开心咯。

因为这次是跟家人去。

无论如何，我也要享受一下下。

槟城大桥耶！！

哈哈~期待-ing！！

漂亮的风景

2010-01-13T18:59:00.000+08:00

漂亮的风景

哪里才能找到呢？

漂亮的风景

又有什么人愿意陪我欣赏呢？

漂亮的风景

在此地是不是安宁平安呢？

再多漂亮的风景

即使找到了

未必会有人陪伴欣赏

更不一定此地是安全的。

人啊，

不可以依靠任何事物和人类

最终事事还是要自己处理解决的

白日梦

2010-01-10T18:01:00.000+08:00

今天的我，发呆了。

发了一个白日梦。

梦里的我成了明星了。

对，很多很多的年轻族都希望自己可以成为大明星，

可以发大财，到处的人都认识自己。

去到那里都有人大招呼。

可是，我的明星梦不是因为什么，

我。。。只是爱唱歌。

爱把自己心里的感觉给唱出来。

唱歌，让我把不愉快的跟随音乐而扔掉。

唱歌，让我把我的心声唱出来，

所以愿意听的人也比用说出来的多。

唱歌，让我用歌声来带动大家，

疏解压力，感动人们。

唱歌，就是我的梦想。

可是却是无法实现的梦想。

心中有很多很多的歌曲很想去唱，

只是，我只能唱给自己听。=)

08=01=2010

2010-01-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

今天，觉得很累很累。

没原因的累吧。

突然之间，很想要唱歌。

可是还得忍啊忍啊，

因为现在不可以破费了。

下星期就要去西马了。

不知不觉，

也发现了我快一个月没去戏院了。

觉得自己很老土。

很多戏都还没看。

Avatar啊,

Sherlock Holmes啊，

Chipmunks啊，

都是我超级想看的。

没关系啦。

只希望这样的付出，

到了KL和Penang可以玩得开心咯。

I love you

2010-01-08T03:07:00.000+08:00

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.

朋友

2010-01-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

朋友的定义到底是什么？

每个生物来世后就一定会拥有自己的朋友。

记得，当我从小的时候，

妈妈口里就一直说“出去找你的朋友玩！”

这句话会从她口出也是因为怕我在家闷坏了，

就要我到隔壁家那里去玩耍。

之后上了小学，也认识了不少知己。

很多很多说不完的回忆环绕在我脑海中。

我们一起骑脚车，

一起到处跑，

无忧无虑的在一起，

分享着大家的喜悦。

来到了中学，大家都逐渐的长大懂事了。

面对的烦恼困扰也慢慢的增加了。

在此刻的我们还是依然互相帮忙，

一起勇敢的面对所有的问题。

可是，时间依然的那么残酷。

我们的友谊现在也慢慢的解松了。

你有你的生活，我又我的东西忙。

刚过了新的一年，

我才突然发现了我们一起离开学校有两年多了。

不知道，近来的你是否好不好。

昨天，我跟我的好姐妹聊天了。

我就聊起好怀念以前的日子。

没料到她竟然说了

“我对中学的生活没有什么感觉咯”

难道，她没有惦念着我们一起奋斗的日子吗？

*伤心*

没关系啦。。

我又不是只有她一个朋友。

虽然她在我的记忆中占据了不少，

可是那些都成为过去式。

我还有一大班的朋友，怕什么呢！！

眼泪

2010-01-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

眼泪，

是人们无法控制的表情。

它的出现，

可以代表他人的伤心，

也可以成为他人的高兴，

更可以表示他人被感动了。

过去的一年，

我不知自己落泪的数次，

可是却觉得眼泪的出现是值得的。

回想以前的往事，

突然一阵阵的心疼了。

感觉那泪珠跟随空气而消失，

就如某些往事也如此慢慢的在脑海里消失了。

一直到，我不再记得

当时的情景，

当时的心情，

当时的感觉。

有些事情，他人非常的在乎，

会永远的埋在他人的记忆卡里。

而有些事情，他人失望和不开心过，

就会慢慢的消失直到根本不知道有那事情发生过。

Happy New Year

2010-01-05T02:49:00.000+08:00

Finally, I can sit down quietly and peacefully to online.

I'm not busy, but I'm just bored until death.

I missed chances to surfing the net due to the connection at home failed to connect my lappy.

That's killing me throughout these few days.

But never mind, although I'm late to wish you all HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!

But, at least I do so once I manage to do it.

Once again,

HAPPY NEW YEAR

to all the bloggers!!!!

I certainly have a memorable and enjoyable new year eve.

Where by I managed to meet my sisters at Travillion.

Yeah, that could be one of the happiest time in year 2oo9.

Fuuuuh~~ Just a took a deep breathe, and yea 2oo9 is ended.

I can;t false myself to say that year 2oo9 is amazing year.

For me, it's a miserable year.

As a student, I never enjoyed any of the exam.

I HATE EXAM!!!

But, thing changed if there are some supportive friends around me.

As in 3 years ago. I sat for SPM.

At that time, I don't know what's meant by "stressed".

I completed the exam smoothly and enjoyed it ^^

But in my form 6 life, that's totally suck!! =(

Although I hate most of the things happen around me in the previous year,

but of course, there are still sweet and memorable memories.

Yeah, it's all past so let them just buried in my mind. =)

Still the same sentence,

There are tears behind every smile.

Wish this 2010 will give me all the luck and bless.

Same goes to the readers here.

我的小红

2009-12-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

今天终于把小红给带回家了。

小红，就是我已期待很久把它带回家的。

我的小红是个聪明伶俐的。

它的脑里所装的就是。。。。

Intel Core2Duo T6600
3GB DDR2 RAM
500GD Hard Disk Drive
DVD Writer
14" Display Screen
Webcam, Bluetooth
Windows 7 Premium
MCAFEE Anti Virus

是不是聪明伶俐呢？

哈哈哈哈~

这就是我所谓的小红咯 ^^

Random =)

2009-12-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

今天一觉醒来，

我就打个电话给他。

忙着做工的他未能接听我电话，

而电话已经盖了。

再不到五秒，

他又回点了。

我和他的对白就如此。

我：我醒来了！你在忙吗？

他：刚刚有顾客。你敢敢就睡到三四点侯？？

我：嘻嘻。人家早上有醒来在妈妈做工的啦。十点回到家才睡。

他：你真的很爽侯。我要都不能呀！！

。。。。。。

哈哈哈哈~

傻乎乎的他，等到他放假每做工还不是可以这样睡。

只是看他能不能这样睡罢了。=)

我爱你

2009-12-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

因为爱，

我懂得珍惜你给的所有。

因为爱，

我觉得等待是种幸福。

因为爱，

我期待着你的邀约。

因为爱，

我盼望你的笑容。

因为爱，

我无时无刻惦念着你。

因为爱，

我好不顾身的付出一切。

因为爱，

我梦里也希望见到你。

因为爱，

我让自己沉醉在我们的回忆里。

因为爱，

我努力的寻找我们的未来。

从不懂得什么是爱的我，

在茫茫人海中遇见了你之后，

我就领悟到被爱与去爱的滋味。

是你，

让我成熟了。

是你，

改变了我对事物的想法。

是你，

在我迷失了路线伸出暖手。

是你，

找回了我活泼的笑容。

是你，

在寒冷的时候给我一些温暖。

是你，

让我知道真正的幸福快乐。

在接受你的追求当时，

我就选择了跟你共同的路。

眼前的喜怒哀乐，

都会有我的陪伴。

直到我停止呼吸的那瞬间。

我爱你。

2oo9 圣诞佳节

2009-12-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

今年的圣诞节，很庆幸的没有再自己一个人过咯。

前几年的圣诞，对我而言，有点孤独的感觉。

今年的我，轻松多了咯。哈哈~

圣诞节前夕，也就是平安夜当晚，

我跟他还有一般朋友到K-Box K歌。

其实我是很想去倒数，

可是K-Box房间一早就订了。

不去就觉得很可惜又浪费了。

哈哈~可是我根本不需要出钱咯，

因为房间是他老板订的。

就可惜当晚，他老板又没来，

所以一个大房间就只有五六个人罢了。

很多小吃和水都没扫光就回家了。

（现说明，照片里头的脚并不是本美女的哦！）

哈哈~

对了，圣诞节当然少不了圣诞树。

每年家里在十二月头就会开始摆设圣诞树。

而今年的圣诞树每更新，

只是换了摆设的颜色，

那就是青色圣诞树与金色摆设品 ^^

有没有看到圣诞树底下的礼物呀？

这些礼物就是每年家里一定会有的活动。

就是交换礼物啦~哈哈。

圣诞节当晚，全家人就在家吃火锅再加上BBQ.

火锅是为了家里的老人家准备的。

适合上了年纪的人口味。

好丰富吧？嘻嘻~

再来的就是BBQ咯。

就是坐在家的后院聊聊天，BBQ咯。

鸡翅膀还没烤啦~

还有，家里还准备了一些小吃的。

看看照片，你们觉得如何？

可爱吗？？

*小青蛙*

*小熊熊*

噢~差点忘了，就是我的生日礼物咯。

哈哈哈哈哈哈~

Patrick狗狗就是我哥哥送的咯。

他知道我有收集嘛。

我现在共有7只咯^^

Converse鞋子是爸爸送的。

睡衣和几本菜肴书就是妈妈送的咯。

没办法，我快当家里的厨师了。

还有在照片里最耀眼的内衣裤就是“黄”脑袋姐姐送的咯。

蓝色圣诞节

2009-12-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

" I'll have a blue Christmas without you

I'll be so blue thinking about you
Decorations of red on a green Christmas tree
Won't mean a thing dear if you're not here with me

I'll have a blue Christmas that's certain

and when that blue heartache starts hurtin'
You'll be doing alright with your Christmas of white

but I'll have a blue blue Christmas

I'll have a blue Christmas I know dear

I hope your white Christmas bring you cheer
And when you kneel to say your prayers on this Christmas Eve
I wonder if you'll feel the same as when you prayed with me

And when those blue snowflakes start falling

and all those blue mem'ries start calling
You'll be doing alright with your Christmas of white

but I'll have a blue blue Christmas"

*******************************

昨夜的我，无法进入安眠。

想呀想，平时的我是如此期待温馨快乐的圣诞。

没料到，今年的我竟然日历上摆着12月24日了，

但我还是那么的闷闷不乐，心情特别的沉重。

不晓得是自己已经逐渐长大了，

而对圣诞节已经没有兴奋的心情了。

还是可能自己早已预料到，

今年会过个没意义又难过的圣诞。

也或许是因为2oo9年即将成为历史了，

依然带着充满依依不舍的心情。

我不知道~我不知道~

只是脑海里一直打转着"Blue Christmas"的歌曲。

还是如常的我，

祝福大家有个难忘又开心的平安夜和圣诞节。

Wish you all have a joyous and blessed Christmas!!

Merry Christmas ^^

CK 姐妹

2009-12-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

CK~CK~CK

我好姐妹的外号。

终于今天看见她了。

跟她和俊俊一起去K歌。

每机会拍照，烂货机竟然没电了。

只能勉强拍张照。

这就是所谓的照照咯。

就是CK和俊俊^^

之后我们去吃饭喝茶。

就这样回家了。

回到家，心情回到沉重的感觉。

外面下起雨来，就如我此刻的心情。

湿湿的，冷冷的，

让我沉醉在幻想中。

迷失了

。。。。。。。。。

圣诞快乐

2009-12-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

一年一度的圣诞节又即将来临了。

可是，本小姐还是觉得四周围缺乏了那种气氛。

在这感恩佳节，成为习惯了，

我家的每一个会各准备礼物给每个人。

可是倒数剩下四天了，我还是两手空空的。

想啊想啊~

很担心自己会过个没意义的平安夜和圣诞节咯。

没有任何节目能把握嘴角微微的翘着。

没有任何惊喜让我嬉皮笑脸。

咳~咳~咳~

无论如何，本小姐还是要在此向大家祝贺~

圣诞节快乐

记得要过个难忘，开心的圣诞呀！！

感谢主耶稣。

发狂的我

2009-12-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

心情超级烂！！简直是烂透了！！
唉~还以为今天可以大玩一整天，
却令我失望了！！！！！！
怎么我的假期简直不像假期呢？？
对，我是被闷坏了才发着懒杂。
可是假期我什么都不能做，
在家就是睡觉，吃，玩！！
在面对考试当时，
我一直告诉自己说。。。
“快假期了，到时我要怎么玩就怎么玩，
让自己轻轻松松的。”
可是，闷也是会有压力的！！！
如何解闷呢？？救救我吧。。。
在这时刻，突然觉得我身边的人都不再重视我了。。。。
唉~我到底怎么了？？
快抓狂了啦！！！！！！！！！

今天的我

2009-12-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

今天已大早呀，

（其实是十点多了）

就被死党的信息给吵醒了。

一直要我醒来。

她说她很闷。。。

只好懒洋洋的爬出被窝咯~

聊天聊天~

她就叫我出咯

明天她也要飞出国了

自从我考完试

我还是没见到她

所以就答应出咯

那里知道还有一群以前同校同学咯

就去K歌了！！！

就到Absolute K歌咯~

这就是我们五个~

后面两个太进入音乐里了吧！！

（WeiYin, Susan, Clarance, 死党刁，和我）

我们的合照~

好久没跟她拍照照了~

K歌之后就回家咯。。。

突然告诉妈妈今晚吃火锅。。。

她就立刻准备了~嘻嘻

爽到~~~~~~~

热烹烹的火锅！！！

真的填饱我肚子的晚餐。

Yummm~yummmm~~

Damai Trip ^^

2009-12-14T03:52:00.000+08:00

Well, as my previous post telling all of you that I will leave Kuching for Damai trip.

So now, I am back to update my blog with pictures and letters.

Anyone misses me?? LOL~

I bet that's a lot, right?!?!

(Just joking, well, jokes a site and continue on)

12-13 December, I went to Damai Beach Resort with my family.

Erm...it's actually organised by my mum's company - EON BANK.

To be more detail, this trip is for the branch where my mum worked.

So not the whole EON BANK groups are joining.

It's some sort like family days and that's why I'm invited!!

LOL

To be frank, I cant's mix around with my mum's colleagues so well.

Our ages are far away different.

Not only those in their 30's and 40's,

but they are some babies followed the trip too.

Yeah, those babies are cute especially one "ang mo" baby!!

Hehe...unfortunately, I don't have the opportunity to take his photo.

Okay, forget about that.

Let me show some pictures when I was there for 2 days 1 night.

When we arrived...

There was so crowded.

Yeah, as we all know, holidays season is here!!

And this caught my eyes!!!

Merry Christmas, guys!!!

Heading to our room!!

The view from our room!!!

That's the hilltop area of Damai Beach Resort.

There is a hilltop swimming pool where by the residents can swim and enjoy a very good view of sea!!!

Well, of coz there are activities that are planned for us.

Hehe~ but I didn't join them.

Paise mah~ Aiyo~ I'm a stranger to them.

Never mind...I can take my time to look around and of cause, SWIMMING!!

But sadly, once I get in the pool, there are some questions pop up from my mind.

"Are they swimming or hanging around in the pool side while chit-chatting?"

"OMG~ How can those parents let their lil' kids jumping, running, splashing and fooling around?"

"Where is the space for me to swim?"

ARGH~~ Sienz liao, then get my ass out of the pool!!!

Heading to the beach.....

and I saw this!!

It's one of the games played by my mum's colleagues and their family.

Looking around....

Yeah, you are right!!! It's yellow flag!!

Means DANGER!!!

Better be careful while playing at the sea side.

It's going to rain!!

But luckily, it's just for awhile.

Wave!! That's nice, right??

Yeah, I like this the most!! That's my footprint!! =D

Me and mommy!! ~~(I looked like a mess due to the big wind!!)~~

Family photo!! Nice one ^^

After those activities, we get back for clean up.

Continue on to the Beach Seafood which located about 1km away from the resort.

After dinner, again, activities!!!

Hia hia hia~

Here comes the funnest games for gamblers.

But, kids are playing UNO.

That's cute!! Hehee~

No picture was uploaded since gambling is a crime!!

Hahhaahahaahaaa~

During midnight, I have some walk with my brother.

We walk to the hilltop but fail to take a look at the pool cause it's too dark there.

So, we just sit and enjoy the cold breeze.

It was a wonderful night view where the stars are shinning so bright!!

Way up to the hilltop!!

That is about 400m high staircase.

That's the restoran!

The next day, I woke up at 9am.

"Lax-ing" around and have my breakfast, then it's time to pack everything back into my bag.

Time to go home!!

Pheeeew~ my feeling towards this trip:

It was BORING. But it's a good chance to counteract the relationship between family members.

来临的周末

2009-12-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

让你们看看一些些照片。

猜猜照片里是什么地方咯。

看到了吗？？

知道什么地方吗？

如果还不知道，

就继续往下看！

（别想歪哦）

有树，有草，有木屋，

到底是什么地方？？

想到没啊？

哎哟~给你看多一张更明显的照片。

漂亮吧？？

游泳池来的咯。

可是，不是那么简单的游泳池哦！

这地方是~是~是~

古晋的朋友，

你们应该有答对了吧！

这是我明天会到达的目的地咯。

也是跟家人一起去的。

不然，你们都会被叫去的。

哈哈哈哈哈哈~

本小姐会在那呆两天三夜罢了。

所以需要等到本小姐回来才能更新部落格咯。

还是别太像我啦~

嘻嘻嘻嘻~

*偶尔死要脸一下，不要介意啦*

在这，祝大家有个快乐，轻松的周末咯！！

Happy Holidays~!!

毕业咯！！

2009-12-10T18:39:00.000+08:00

本小姐今天可以宣布“解脱了所有考试”了！！

想回两年前，跟朋友一起大喊说不用再穿那鬼校服了。

可是没有料到，我读完了SPM还要继续STPM。

其他朋友都到了其他地方就读Private College。

所以这一年半，我就是那么的孤独度过学校所有的活动！！

就因为这样，我讨厌学校！！我恨学校！！！

现在可以松了那口气，咳咳咳~~

一句话，“几爽的咯”~~~

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

所以呢，本小姐今天的心情是好到不得了咯！！

不会因为那个死鬼姐姐而影响。

害我差点没车出，失约了！我大死啊，怎样都不会输过她的！！

想想想想想~

今晚怎么过呢？？

羊扒呢？？？

还是。。。。

火锅好呢？？

没关系，只要今晚会开心就好了！！

那就先在此告落咯！！

掰掰

有营煮妇

2009-12-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

最近，一直觉得疲倦。

可能是老了吧！

哈哈哈哈哈哈~

怎么可能叻。。。

我是在追一部叫“有营煮妇”的香港戏。

挺好笑的。。。

戏里头有一只叫AhJack的狗狗，

超级可爱，又听话！！！

看到了吧！！这只狗狗在戏里头还有很多很多套衣服呢！！

是可爱的咯！！哈哈~

多多支持下哦！！

男人VS女人

2009-12-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

在这现实的世界上，女人和男人怎样都会受到对待的差异。

当你一出生，发现自己是个女的，你就应该大哭埋怨了。

我此刻说的话，是没有暗示些什么的。

如果读者敏感，可以选择滚开！！

现实的生活中，男人就是在享受！！

女人呢？就是收拾烂摊子的受害者。

对，现在多数的行业都是男人带领。

这是为什么呢？

男人说：“是因为个个女人结婚了都很顾家，要生小孩，照顾小的大的。”

这只是个够烂的理由咯。

女人为何会变成男人所说的那样？

还不是因为那些男人，要他们幸福快乐。

可是就是偏偏有一些超步出席的男人，背叛自己的老婆。

结婚当天许下的诺言全是空瓶子。

女人，就被男人利用，变成了机器。

辛苦怀胎的九个月，扛着那么重的身子，

还要为烂男人烧菜洗衣，

可是，男人爽不爽就说有陪客，

不然就是屎理由，目的就是迟回家。

老婆怀孕，不能满足老公，

男人就到外面“爽“够了才回家！！

这样做从来不会觉得对比起女人，

因为男人脑袋里的想法就是，本来那些就是她们的责任！！

古代人也是抱着同样的想法！！

他们只给男的读书，女的在家就像个佣人。

为了还不是传种接代。

干脆就不生女的咯。

到时啊，才发现女人的重要性。

最好是男人们个个自相残杀，死光光咯。

所以啊，那些父母亏待女儿的啊，

可要好好想想啊。

不然何必生个女的来受苦呢！！

长话短说，男人不可以看扁女人。

要不是女人，男人也不会存在。

说到来，女人的贡献和牺牲永远比男人的多几千几萬遍！！！！

女人对男人，都是用心去想的。

男人对女人，就是用那边去想的。

K歌~

2009-12-07T13:59:00.001+08:00

昨天，约了一些好久不见的姐妹一起出来咯。

大家决定去K歌咯。

趁便宜，我们就在6pm-8pm到K-Box那边付RM8罢了。

唱来唱去，越唱越冷！！

之后就到人间茶坊吃晚餐咯。

无聊的我们，看到镜子就开始自恋了。

哈哈哈哈。。。

被炸到的是，Ee Lin刚好在那边上网。

约了她一起出来，可是她拒绝了。

原来是要上网。

吃着吃着，我们就聊起往事咯。

哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

这群姐妹啊，也是我最期待跟他们明年到KL的咯。

嘻嘻~

羽球！！

2009-12-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

又是无聊的那么一天。

刚好下午吃过午餐的时候收到很久不见好友的信息。

她说等我考试后了，一起出来喝茶。

刚好闷了，就说接下来的考试没那么压力了。

就这样，我们一起出来打球咯。

说好四个人了。

哪知道，佳佳竟然搞失踪。

看来呀，他并没有想我的咯。

*伤心*

结果，三个人一起打咯。

哎哟，又是一个刚好，隔壁的court是一群朋友。

俊俊又看见一个女生，

外号“红衣女人”。

哈哈哈哈。。。

假假一直把球打过去~

炸到~！！！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

朋友们，

谢谢今天的会面，

因为，

本美女真的很想念你们。

爱情的路

2009-12-04T16:46:00.001+08:00

岑经，我在爱情路线上，

玩弄了他段恋爱。

就那么短短的一个星期，

我对他说了简单一句，

“我们分手吧！”

现在想起来，我觉得很幼稚。

可是这毕竟是过去。

每个人过去都是有个单纯又幼稚的想法。

突然觉得很可笑。

恋爱怎么会是那么简单的事情呢。

恋爱呀，常常让人分不清楚什么是哭什么是笑。

一旦你踏入了一段感情，

你的口中不许再如单身的你常带着，

“我觉得。。。我要。。。我选择。。。”

反而，你要学习如何两个人的生活。

就把你的另一半当着是自己，

二合一的生活。

一起面对困难。

一起解决难题。

一起拥有笑容。

一起鼓励对方。

这就是幸福！

喜怒哀乐，都一定要有“我们”，

而不是“我”。

希望大家可以幸福快乐。

寂寞

2009-12-04T16:00:00.001+08:00

狗狗也是有寂寞的时候。。。
那还用说人呢。。。

人生VS动物

2009-12-02T23:05:00.003+08:00

人，就是永远不会满足的动物。
记得我们还是小孩的当时，我们口里都是挂着：“妈妈，我要。。。”！！
当我们有这些，我们还是不会满足。
看到新的玩意儿，我们还是会一样的叫着妈妈！！

一个被宠坏而长大的小孩，
无论是处理人际，爱情，学业，或是工作，
都会带有“喜新厌旧”的心态来办事。
就这样，出现了不专一的恋情。

有时候呀，我总会觉得，
当一只小鸟自由自在的翱翔，
总好过这复杂的人生！！

世上是不会有完美的东西。

stressed by study

2009-10-23T18:27:00.002+08:00

Having the unstable feeling right now. Due to the missing of buddies!
Now, form 5 is ended about 2 years ago.
Each of everyone of us are pursue their own studies to build a bright future.
Those who are not doing so well two years ago, are now consider as great students in his/her particular institute.
Those who are never tried to be in love two years ago, are always putting "love" in his/her words lately.
Those who are being so secure two years ago, are talking out loud as if he/she turn into another person.
Time causes human to change each of every seconds.
But, I still miss them all!!

So now, coming to the end of form 6 life (Haiz...finally),
and I'm still thinking of what's comes next??
Where should I study? What course should I take?
It's very confusing and it's hard decision.
Most probably, I will not able to get into the local universities.
And this will make my buddy in UM to be very disappointed.
Just want to say sorry to her for this disappointment news.
I understand and know that she misses me as much as I miss her,
but I got a very limited efford and still doesn't reach the criteria for entering UM.
I'm really sad and sorry toward her. Sorry, CK.

Currently mood, confusing, tiring, stressed by all these questions poking out from my mind!!

Haiz...gotta forget about all this things!!
Back to study mode!!! STPM, I'm coming!!!

My comments for Prefects Dinner `09

2009-10-18T12:55:00.003+08:00

It was a terrible dinner I never attend to!!! Last Friday night, I have a Prefect Dinner at Kuching Park Hotel. It is not the matter of venue, foods and the other facilities!!! BUT, it is the problems of services!!!

There is no invitation cards or notes for us. That's FINE!!
There is no door gifts for everyone. That will be FINE too!!
There is no proper opening ceremony. That makes me feel something is missing.
Well, you all know what, they prepared more or less 50 present that include lucky draw, and for some other prefects that contributed to the performance.
Can you just imagine that we are asked to reach there before 6.30pm, and the dinner is officially start around 7.30pm!! Yeah, this is normal thing that happened for most of the dinner.
And, there are no Prom King and Prom Queen for that dinner.
Plus, only the VIP table is acknowlegde the schedule of that night. Meaning, only that table is prepared with booklets.

My question is, where is all the dinner fees that prefects paid gone to??
Yet, the school is sponsored RM500 for them to organise and prepare the lucky draw presents.
Ouch, my pocket is burning!! Wasted my RM21!! If I knew all these things will happened, I rather waste my few cents for printing a letter to be absent.
Haaiiizzzzzzzzzzz...... =.=

Random post

2009-10-13T20:38:00.003+08:00

Gosh, it's already about 2months plus that I was left my blog behind.
I miss it!! I miss it!! I miss it so much!!!
But, what can I do?? A day 24hours is not enough for me.
Suffering from this exhausted and tired form 6 life.

Hmm...that's what we say, life!!
Accept it as we can't do anything!!

=D

bye-bye

2009-08-02T19:40:00.002+08:00

Good-bye, blogger.
Good-bye, my pet Bubu.
Good-bye, my farm.

Huhuhu...it is not because of the end of weekends.
It is because of my brother going back to his campus tomorrow.
So, I have to say good-bye to his lappy too!!
Yet my desktop at home is damn lausy and old.

I'm going to stop here.
Meaning, stop....
-blogging
-facebook-ing

Back to school life.
That's really sucks!!!
Hatin' it!! >.<

Bored school life

2009-08-01T18:46:00.003+08:00

School is very boring for me!!
Even though teacher is teaching in front of the room,
especially PA, Chemistry and even MUET.
I will only feel bored when MJ really teaches in MUET class.

Then I started to think of doing something to kill time.
First, I take out my mechanical pencil.
Followed by my small note book.
Then I turn my head to the right,
looking at Vivien.
Then we started to draw this!!!!

First drawing,

Each of us take turn to draw without talking with each other.
We are allow to draw only a line for each turn.

Second master piece,

Complicated drawing,

Hahahahaa...
This showed how bored is Form6 life!!

Never ever want this life!!

2009-07-03T13:16:00.003+08:00

I have been struggling throughout this two years!!

People keep asking what make me so tends.

The main reason will me on my academic (my school life).

To emphasis more on it, I would like to say it's Form 6 hectic life.

I am blessed to manage to get into form 6 and I'm very sure I can.

But, choosing this path make my life change TOTALLY!!!

Firstly, I'm a failure in my exam!! I done quite badly. This is due to my life's surrounding has changed. I'm alone and most of the time I'm so lonely in school. There are some obstacles at home during this two years. This cause me lost my mood to study hard. But I'm confident to say that I am a very good "maid" or "housewife". LOL...In the sense of studying, I failed. Each of everytime I warmed up to "chiong" in my studies, there must be another problem coming up. I'm so damn tired. Asking God, when is the proper and ideal time that you prepare for me to study?? Can youjust imagine that, a student need to cook dinner for his/her family every weekdays? At night, tv is on and no study room is provided, where can he/she study? Not only this, sometimes need to do extra house chores!!! Anyone just approuch any of the top student and ask them whether they are in the situation as bad as I mention above. I think the answer to get "NO"isalmost 100%. That's why I always mention that life is not fair!! And it will never be fair!!!

Secondly, my performance in school is also ulter compare to my form 5 year!! Although I the deputy of head girl in school, but, do anyone mind about it? Who cares?? I'm as if an ordinary prefect. Okay, I'm fine with it!!! Proceed to the co-curricular activities, I'm active in sport!! My so called "KK marks" for sport can get very high. But, there is always a 'but', my uniform body and club doesn't help me. I joined scout since form 1 and Interact Club since form4. Problems will be, Interact Club conduct a meeting on every Wednesday which is the day that I couldn't attend due to the transport problem!!! The junior, who never tolerate and making me lost my spirit with all this activities. One word, disappointed!! Plus, I am the only interactor for upper six student. I bet they never "put me in their eyes". Hahaha...forget about it. All I can say is, when we are still student, we need friends a lot. Since all my form 5 buddies pursue their study in private college, I have no more close friends around to cooperate together! As I am born from beta, but now mixed with alphaian, I will never deny that I'm just an alient!! Haiz....

No one can understand my feeling unless you stand on my side and think!! This is a miserable life!! All I can see is dull and black all around me!! No more happiness and excitement in my form 6 life!! T.T

ATTENTION!!!

2009-07-03T13:16:00.002+08:00

Due to some circumtances,

I will not being active as before!!

This blog will just remain like this...

until the day I come back!!!

Hahahaha...

Just wanted to have some rest,

deal with hectic stupid scholl works,

I officially announce that

I will temporary stop blogging

in short period of time!!!

Friends, don't miss me too much yea!!

LOL...all the best to ya all and take care always!!

Cheers ^^

Help~!!!

2009-07-01T13:26:00.001+08:00

Crying out loud~!!!
I'm tiring of this life!!!
Full of stress and turn me into another me.
Stress from school especially~!!!
Who's going to help me???
Now my school life is 100% different from form5!!!
It's not enjoyable and full with laughter...
It is only full of responsibilities and stress!!!
ROAR~!!! Send me out from this situation!!! huhu..

Anyway, anyone here who own a company wanted to promote through school magazine,
please kindly contact me at 0168681614!!!
I need help urgently~!!!
Thanks for the help....

B!NG

2009-06-26T18:45:00.002+08:00

BING BING BING !!!

Here I come~!!!!

Recently always go to Bing.

-> Surfing internet
-> Have a drink
-> Relax my mind
-> Hide myself from home

My favourite is this...

ceng
...
...
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ceng
...
...
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ceng
...
...
...

** Tadaa **

Sick sick and sick!!

2009-06-25T20:56:00.002+08:00

Huhuhuhuu.... TT
I'm sick~!!!
Suffering from flu, sore throat and headache!!
ROAR~!!!
Suddenly I think of virus A(H1N1)....
Shouting: "NOoooOOoooo!!!"
I think I'm strong enough to fight against it!!!

Hope I can get well very soon!!
Coz' wanted to go out meet my best sister,
eho going to leave Kuching very soon!!
Ck, I will miss you very much much de... TT

Dusty blog~!!!

2009-06-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

Looking at the picture~!!!
It's look very dusty...
So, what is this picture indicates my today's post??
Hmm...hmm...
by going to some of my buddies' blog,
they failed to update it
although now is a holidays for them.
Especially this two blog
My fucking buddy
My friend
!!!!

Send away my unhappiness

2009-06-23T20:40:00.003+08:00

Up...up...up...up you go~!!!
Go...go...go...go away~!!!

Whenever I'm not in a good mood,
I will always love to see planes flying up high.
Bringing all my unhappiness into the cloud.

Who's the one willing to accompany to see such a view??
=)

Angel and devil

2009-06-22T19:40:00.002+08:00

Angel and Devil
Good and Bad

Which am I belongs to?
I'm smiling,
but inside me is full with tears!!
I said I''m okay,
but I'm still not recover from pain yet!!

There is always another side of me.
It's seems like there is two me at the same time!!

Scorpio: Mysterious!! =)

Bad feeling

2009-06-21T16:55:00.003+08:00

It's a bad feeling when you are hurting someone.
Someone that you really cares about.
But you got no chance to hold on them tight to show your care.
There is a quote in chinese:
If you don't love them, just let them go.
Let somebody else to love them.

Feel like going to beach to watch sunset for this moment.
I'm lost and unsecure. Feeling so bad.

Going to have a sleepless night soon!!
TT

Memories

2009-06-21T14:22:00.002+08:00

After knowing bert's blog is posting this picture,
I feel like to post it here too!!!
This picture is edited long long time ago~!!!
It's nearly 2years times already.
I kept it inside my friendster photo album.
That's where lots of memories left over.

This picture written that "our friendship never ends",
but everyone seems like busying their own life!!!
From left to right and top to bottom.
Kwen (Kroy): Currenly in Swimburne. Last time we met is a week ago.
Hui (that's me): Currently undergoing final year in high school.
Bert: Degree in Swimburne. Met him last night!!
Stephanie: Met her last month in badminton court. o.O In swimburne too.
TiAw: LOL...met her almost everyday!! Currently in LimKokWing.
Victor: Don't know where is him now. Somewhere in the Earth!! KL la...
Cindy Kong (CK): having holidays lately. Soon will leave us to UM to pursue study in Ecology.
L.Zhi Kwong (LZK): Met him yesterday. He's having holidays too!! Just back here from KL.
Jasper (Jas): Currently in Swimburne.
Fung Oon Yee (Funoey): Currently in Southen JB. Working part-time while studying!!!
Kah Huo: LOL...just met him last night. Currently study in Swimburne too!!
Audrey LWP: Currently in Inti under accounting course!! Long time didn't meet her le...

Althought it's said to be OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS,
but some of us are far apart from each others!!
Haizz...when can we meet up and gather as before again?!?!
Miss you all...huhuhu....

And this...My friends are crazy but I love them!!
Is edited by me too!!! wahaha...
This is all my sisters!!! Miss you all!!!
Muacksss....hahahax.... XD

Friday Nite

2009-06-20T12:54:00.003+08:00

Last night, I went out with Albert and KaHuo.
ROAR...so many friends "put aeroplane"!!
Angry!!! Angry!!! Angry!!!
I don't care!! So they must accompany me go swimming today!!
Hahaha....three of us first went to Sharing
which located somewhere at Stapok.
I didn't eat since I eat before went out.

Our drinks~!! Yum...On the most right is bio enzyme.
Cool name, huh?!? Albert's drink.

Next, we went to Kado.
It's my 3rd time been there.
Is a very nice place and I'm lovin' it!!
LOL...again...we drink...but I eat!! haha..

Our drinks~!! ^^

Wow...I like california roll so much~!!
Yumm...hahaha....

Guys, keep in touch yea!!!
See you guys very soon again~!!!

= Out to baddie and swim swim =
Yeepiiiee

Physics result making me uncomfortable

2009-06-20T12:36:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I felt very uncomfortable.
In the sense of feeling but not sick or something else.
I felt so guilty and keep telling myself I'm useless. TT
Yesterday was Friday.
First two period is my form teacher's lesson, Madam Jane(MJ).
She read out all our marks for the first sem exam results.
As I know my physics is failed after the overall for paper1 and paper2,
I got really no hope to pass even though paper3 marks will include for the final marks.
I'm so suprise when MJ read out my marks and grade for physics.
I was like... ^^ OMG~!!! I passed my physics but with a low grade.
But at least pass~!!! And suddenly, I felt sad instead of happy.
Because me myself done very terrible in the exam and
WHY do my physics teacher help me to get a pass??
She even choose the highest marks for the experiment in paper3 to get the final mark.
Suprisingly, i get 100% for my paper3 while paper1 and paper2 I failed it both.

I was telling myself to strike hard for my physics~!!!
I don't want to fail again~!!!
Sorry, Miss LiewSS. I will try harder from now on. =)

Beta06/07

2009-06-14T14:43:00.010+08:00

Today's post will me on my sweetest memories
and funny photos since I was born.
Here I'm going to start with the photo of...
...
...
...

Our beloved form teacher, Madam Angie Leong~!!!
We all love you so much!!! XD

White board drawing~!!! Drew by Albert and TiAw~!!!
Cartoon characters of Beta06/07

Albert and Blackie~!!!
Blackie, don't sit on my place~!! ROAR~!!

Ish...Kroy, don't try to act "aqua" lar...
Coz' you will never win that guy behind you~!! =X

Me and my best sister~!!! Steph~!!!
So funny lar you!! Long time didn't see you lor...huhuhu....

Me and AiXin...my best friend~!!
Fast fast capture the photo before Madam Lee P.J saw it~!!
**Peace**

Opssy...In chemistry lab...
nice shot capture by TiAw while teacher is teaching.

Above are all form4 photos that capture in school!!
Continue on with form5 photo.

LOL...three poses~!!! Funny~!!!

hahaha...with Steph again~!!!

During Chinese lesson in computer lab.
Hahaha...acting "cute"...LOL...

Teacher's day~!!!

Sorry teacher~!! For buying you a fake roses~!!! =X

Boring SPM seminar~!! TiAw purposely go for hair cut during lunch break.
Albert, me and TiAw.

LOL...what for we trying so hard to be cute?!?!
The guy at the back is COOL without acting eh~!!!

Kroy, what expression is that, huh?!
Can't remember when I took this photo already.

Hey!! The one in baju kurung, Audrey LWP, don't sit on my seat and talking with Cindy lar~!!!
Kroy is dreaming while Micheal at the back is talking with a malay girl, Fatinun~!!
Blackie is surveying which girl he wants.
Steph is holding a penknife to blackmail Belinda!!
(This is the time we finish our syllabus and waiting for SPM,
but obviously, none of us are studying!! LOL)

TiAw, what happen to you?!?!? See Kahuo so hardworking behind ya!!

Graduation Day~!! Funoey looks so dumb~!! hahahaha...

Finish with photos taken in school~!!
Here comes the outside world~!!!

Busying SMS during tuition class~!!

Ops...What are we looking at?!?!
Hmm... 18sx...LOL....

Steph~!! Nice pose~!! hahha...eating mashed potatoes...

LOL...Albert acting cool while Beano just SMILE =)

Hahhahaha....This photo taken in funoey's room.
Trying to be the cat!!! but, FAIL~!!!

Wee~~Wee~~ Aeroplane~!!!

WOW~!!! o.O

Steph saying "cheese"~!!!

Steph: Don't disturb me~!!!
TiAw: Errmm..I want to take photo with you...
Steph: Don't want!!! Go away~!!!

Steph makes sure TiAw is gone!!

While photographer (me) was laughing,
Steph: Weiii...don't laugh liao....

Steph starts her pose again~ hahahaa....

After chasing by a girl, TiAw feels so desperate~!!!
Playing snooker for making herself happy~!!!
See the round round tummy there...
Hahaha....belongs to Kahuo~!!

Yum...Yum...Scoop~!!!

Fung Oon Yee~!!! This photo is ugly lar~!!!
hahahhahahahahhaahaha...I will let Moon see it~!!

TiAw and Kroy acting cool~!!!
Do you think it's cool??

Our wallet~!! HuiFungTiaw no more using this lor...
Left Kroy still using his white body glove~!!!

After playing hard and study hard....
End of my high school life~!!
I miss you all, my friends~!!!
huhuhuhu... TT

My academic~!! Lausy~!!! Try to kill myself after getting it~!!! ARGHH~~

My co-curriculum achievement~!!! Proud~!! ^^

Guys and girls, I miss you all!!!
All the very best to you all~

From facebook.

2009-06-13T23:07:00.001+08:00

This is what I got....
hmm....

單身指數 40%

你是個有些白痴的可愛傢伙,雖然你的簡單和天真有時候會嚇倒一些美女或俊男,但是聰明的人願意跟你這樣有夢想的人在一起生活,對未來抱有希望,生活才能不斷提升。每次你想發展一段長久的戀情都不是那麼容易,但是只要二人戀情開始定下來,就會發展得非常良好。

Clubbing

2009-06-13T22:33:00.002+08:00

Saturday night is here~!!!
Let's go clubbing.
Wear in sexiness, drinking beers...
Dancing, techno and so on....

Hmm....Is it neccesary to go for clubbing WEEKLY??
Some people even go every Friday and Saturday??
What is so fun there??
I thought it is only a place for relaxing...
Am I wrong??

Conclusion: I don't think clubbing weekly is neccessary!!
Hate people doing that!!
Why don't just intake drugs and so on?!?!?
Grrr....Grrr....Grrr....
Please just go once in awhile...

>.<
ROAR
!!!

Hate you

2009-06-13T13:33:00.002+08:00

I don't need you as my friend!!
You are such a bastard~!!!!
I bet that you will learn something soon.
Coz' with this kind of attitude,
you will NEVER walk into society soon.
Or else, you will be a big failure~!!!
Don't ever use money to buy anything.
Money can't even buy a sincere.
Whatever things you had done to us,
I think that is not sincere~!!!!
You are just a coward~!!
Hate you damn much....please stay away from me!!
Go to hell~!!! ROAR~!!!!

Friendship Park

2009-06-12T11:23:00.002+08:00

11/06/09
Day With CK

Friendship Park~!!!! Long time didn't been here at this time.

Me and CK~!!! It's Cindy Kong.
Not Casey Kong (Cindy's cousin). XD

Foods for fishes~!!! Yum..yum...

There we are~!!
KK, CK, CK, Blackie~!!

Like the fishes a lot...so nice...

Can you see the fishes jumping up?? LOL

Huhu...injured my finger because I'm too naughty to touch the fishes.

There is a prove~!!
Blackie is trying to catch the fishes~!!!

See...this is what he catch~!! LOL...
But he let it go back to the pond too...

Love and Like

2009-06-11T12:10:00.001+08:00

LOVE
&
LIKE

How do you people differentiate?
Please give me some comments about this post!

What do you do with your loves one and your likes one?
What is the different to treat them??

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Offenceless Words

2009-06-10T22:21:00.003+08:00

You said you will accompany me,
but you are the one seem to be soooooo busy.

You said you will never leave me alone,
but you will soon sent to somewhere to work.

You said you will erase most of your bad habits,
but those habits is still with you.
[Although is better than before]

I HATE smokers~!!
I HATE people going to pub oftenly~!!

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
ROAR ROAR ROAR ROAR ROAR

Today's situation

2009-06-10T22:07:00.002+08:00

1) Feeling so down
Advantage: -
Disadvantage: wasting my tears

2) Lost of appetite to eat
Advantage: Time to reduce my body weight
Disadvantage: Unhealthy

3) Having problem to fall asleep
Advantage: More time to surf internet
Disadvantage: Causing my body to be weaker

4) Uninvited for movie with friends
Advantage: Save money ^^
Disadvantage: Boring night

5) Feed Brownie with my dinner
Advantage: Let Brownie to be fatter
Disadvantage: Brownie is obese

... ... ... ... ... ...
Having a boring and tiring day.
With bad and emo mood.
**sigh**

Post about CK [Part II]

2009-06-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

Guess what?!!? Today I met my best sister~!!!
Miss her sooooooo much and very happy to see her~!!!
But... but... but... but... but...
Something shocked me~!!!! ROAR~!!!!
It's her hair!!!! Wahahahahahaha....
Can't stop laughing once she get into the car...
Wakao~~~~Gold at the right side....red at the left side....

TaDaaa~~

PS: CK ah...next time want to dye hair find me also mah~!!!
I want to have the same colourS as yours~!!!
hahahahhahhahahha.... XD

Where did I go? 100609

2009-06-10T21:42:00.003+08:00

My laziness stop me for writing in words.
So, obviously I post this blog just to show photos that I captured this morning.
Along the road of Kuching-Serian.
Aim: To investigate the way to Hot Spring.
Companion: Blackie

Near Indonesia already.

Nice, huh??

I want to stand at the top of those mountain.

That "rumah buruk" belongs to who??

Nice pathway. Long time didn't see this kind of thing after inactive in scout.

This is the so-called "Hot Spring".

PS: While we are chatting, suddenly Blackie shout "I want to poo!!"
WTH~ Lame ass....

Exhausted Day

2009-06-09T18:24:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning,

I receive an invitation to go for badminton.
Wow~!!! So happy!!! Finally can play badminton.
It is my favourite sport eh~!!!! Yeepiiee.....

It's really a good practise because
I went there with a friend call Emelia.
It's actually a game that her teacher ask for.
WOW~!!! That teacher (ops...I don't know his name) is a so-called pro.
Playing at least 3matches against him and 1match as his partner.
All lost. Even can get the result of 21-8!! ROAR...
By the time I become his partner,
I already exhausted like mad~!!!!
After playing for around 2hours,
I feel like...dying...LOL...due to dehydrated lar...
I need water~!!! I need water~!!! I need water~!!!

Me and some friends then went to McD~!!!!
Wow...after intake of the ice cold coke...
I feel relief~!!! It's not the time for me to die yet...LOL...[touch wood]
Ended up, my back is pain now and muscle really tiring lor...

Hahaha....thanks for the invitation, Emelia.

TiAw's house = Workplace

2009-06-09T15:13:00.003+08:00

Last Friday, it is still my holidays week.
Few of us include my buddies from other college,
trying to force each other to complete our homework.
This is to prevent incomplete and late submission
before we go to PLAY HARD~!!!
What a good student, huh??
STUDY HARD before PLAY HARD~

Ended up to be like this....
Tiaw's house = workplace
Hahaha....we do our homework at TiAw's house!!

Grrr...how dare you to conteng my paper~!!!
Written there, By, Audrey, again?!?!?

Audrey pretend to be hardworking when she knows I'm trying to capture her photo.
Sexy Greeny Piggy?!??! LOL...where sexy?? XD

That's the "foolest" TiAw making silly face~!!!
Yeeerr~ scary....she is the most "eng" one.

After Audrey realise there is someone making silly face behind her,
she is damn "beh song" and making hers too~!!! ^^

LOL...this is another one busying with her project~!!
copy...copy...and copy...gambateh lor...

Another day is yesterday~
Audrey is rushing her presentation and design.
Therefore, few of us trying to lend her a hand.
But seems like we can't help much,
coz we know nothing about architecture.
I'm quite bored when I reached TiAw's house,
so trying to capture lame photos to overcome my boredom.

Be careful with this messy wires connection~!!!
You may get shock anytime...who knows, right??

Things are throwing here and there.
Where am I going to sit on??

Audrey's work.
Hmm...I don't know what is that...LOL...

Yummy...yummy...of course we won't forget to eat~!!
Cooked by TiAw's Ma...Nice one~!!!

ROAR~!!!! I don't know what is this photo about.
I only know that I capture it when Audrey shouting at TiAw
before we left to send her printer home.
Cool down, girl~!! I know you are under stress~!!

Anyway, Audrey is finally passing through all her hard time.
Finally she can enjoy her daily activities without worrying her school works~
Keep it up and all the best to all my friends that busying with their own works lor...

My Love Story ends here. [For this moment]

2009-06-08T16:46:00.003+08:00

爱，可以就是如此的简单。

就这样的spell L.O.V.E.

可是它可以就那么的残忍。

直到现在，我伤害两个我心中很重要的人。

第一个就称为J，第二个就称为E。

J就在我今生为我付出了不少。

无论我喜怒哀乐，他都一直显身。

E却在我快放弃生活的时候出现。

让我乐观，坚持了！！

更让我恢复笑容了咯。。。。

这两个人都岑经是我心中重要的人物。

我爱上了J，却同时喜欢了E。

我已经挣扎了一个多月了。

最终，我决定放弃了两个人。

我不要再哭泣。。。

更不要再亏待自己。。。

让自己没得好好呼吸。。。

Dear J,

I'm sorry with all things I'd done to you.

I hurt you deeply and disaapoint you.

I broke all my promises.

Although this soory can't mean anything,

but it's come from my truly soul.

I'm sorry. I love you.

Let me go if you want me to be happy.

I will be okay to live by my own.

I just require a freedom.

I want enough oxygen to survive.

Thanks to your care and love throughout this one and a half year.

Dear E,

Although we know each other only for a month plus.

But there is love build between us.

It is not a so-called "love",

but it is just a 喜欢.

I understand what I told you on 070609 is hurting you.

But I don't have other choice.

I don't want you to be hurt as time passes.

I wanted to protect you always.

Take care and 不要把我当成生命中的习惯。

爱，在此我跟你没任何关系了。

请你不要再这两个月内来找我。

给我好好呼吸的空间！！

给我找回我自己的时间！！

我只要快乐的生活，简单的生活！

还我自己一个人生活的空间！！！

谢谢~

Let me to live by my own.

What are you busy with?

2009-06-06T19:23:00.002+08:00

Life seems to be very busy.
I still standing right here,
with a blank brain and no where to go.

People are busying until didn't even update their blog~!!!
Friends, it is time for updating your blog now~~~
LOL...hope to read new post from my friends' blog very soon.

Emptiness

2009-06-06T15:09:00.001+08:00

My life is incomplete without you.
There's always a hole since the day you walked out.
What am I going to do to fill up this hole??
Or should I wait for your returning??
Life is sucks and tough~!!!! TT

Down! Down! Down!

2009-06-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, I feel so down...
Who's there for me??
Who's going to hold me tight?
Who's going to console me?
Who's going to wipe up tears?
Who's going to listen to me?
Who...Who...Who...

It's better to leave me alone.
Let me be all by myself.

男人啊！好好體會這篇文章！！

2009-06-04T20:24:00.003+08:00

或許有很多人看過了~
但我真的覺得這篇文章真的很不錯~
看過的人就再回味一次~
沒看過的人就好好體會~

　
那晚，我認識的一對年輕夫妻中的太太哭著來電：「你快來！我恨他！我要和他離婚！」
快速趕到他們家,這會兒還正吵的兇呢！
男說：「她很無聊，我上班好累，她說晚上要去散步，我說改天，她就又哭又鬧，真是討厭！」
女說：「你才討厭，我在家作牛作馬為這個家打掃，為你做飯為你生孩子，為你們臭男人當發洩獸慾的工具，怎麼，只要求散個步你就會累死啦！？」
男說：「喂！生小孩是兩人的事又不是我一人的事，妳累難道我不累？我發洩難道妳沒享受？」
女說：「哼！早知道生了小孩你不管我，我根本就不生，我們女人為何辛苦生下孩子，就一定要負責孩子的一切，又不能出去工作。」
男說：「喂！生孩子又不是妳一人能辦到，沒有我妳生個屁。」
女說：「哼！你們男人有何貢獻？享受女人肉體的是你，發洩的也是你，你貢獻什麼」
男說：「哼！沒有我的貢獻精子妳生什麼！？」

再來下面的話讓人難忘！！

女說：「哈哈！貢獻精子你，享受完了，你射精了，你貢獻了，好..那看看我們女人的貢獻：我懷孕要忍耐嘔吐..我要小心飲食；我連生病都不敢吃藥；我要為肚裏孩子注意一切；我懷孕不便於行；
我不再能遠行郊遊；我坐車都不方便；我要穿上大肚裝；我不能放心行房；
我要擔心肚裏孩子是否健康；我要定時去醫院產檢；我懷孕要破壞身材；
我要煩惱妊娠紋的出現；生產後要努力恢復身材使丈夫不嫌棄；我要忍受陣痛
我要痛苦生產；我也許須要剖腹生產；我也許會有產後憂鬱症；我要帶初生嬰兒；
我因餵奶而胸部下垂；我要照顧小孩生活起居；我要比小孩晚睡而比小孩早起；
我要半夜起床餵奶；我還是要忙一切家事；我要放棄事業；我伸手要錢要看丈夫臉色
丈夫出門享樂而我得在家帶小孩；甚至於走樣的身材是丈夫外遇的藉口
這種種一切就是我的貢獻！
你不過是享受完之後，放一點精子在我肚裏，然後大睡，奇怪…這種情況，憑什麼小孩要跟著你姓？他的血他的肉他的一切都是我給的，你不過只給他一丁點兒，有什麼資格跟我爭？」

這場架吵完了，我記得那丈夫極力想爭辯，卻一點話都說不出來。

想一想，好像事實真是如此。
男人啊！以後真的要對自己的老婆好一點喔！

droplets

2009-06-04T16:34:00.001+08:00

Piggy's Masterpieces

2009-06-04T15:42:00.002+08:00

Selling drawing here~!!!
Everybody takes some time to have a look!
You may find what you like here...

First masterpiece...
~~TaaDaaaa~~

Followed by this...

And this....

Lastly...this and the owner of all the drawing~!!
Sexy Greeny Piggy~!!
WOOT~ o.O
Pig can draw?!?

Comment for the drawing:
It's actually a wonderful drawing.
Coz' I can never done such pieces like that.
Gambateh~~~~ ^^v

What should I do next

2009-06-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

At this instant of time,
I'm thinking of you.
Biting the chewing gum that you bought for me.
Don't know where I get the gut to text you.
Don't know what makes me read your blog just now.
Tears, again, rolling down from my cheek.

Lately, I have sleepless night.
Remember that I told you this last night.
And you text me saying...
"I will lend you my shoulder"
Again, I cried for this short text message.
Without reply you, I let myself to sleep.
At last, I sleep until the day shine bright.
Thanks so much~!!!

Having the sleepless night,
it's all because I'm doing bad.
I hurt both of you just to find my own happiness.
I'm guilty and regret.
But what can I do next??
My life is happy on the surface.
But it is miserable beneath it.

**I'm tiring!!

Foods

2009-06-03T19:23:00.002+08:00

FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS

ROAR~!!!! I WANT FOODS~!!!!!

Shouting in the middle of the night...
After 2pm, I didn't eat anything
because busying with some things.

Open the fridge, I saw sausages and fish balls~!!
Yum..yum.....after defrost it,
I cooked them and eat them~!!!!
ROAR...ROAR...ROAR...

Not enough?!?!
Yeah~!!!! Not really full yet...
Hmm...open the fridge and try to look for
..........................
.............
.....
THIS!!!
Yes~!!! It's FULL CREAM MILK~!!!!
Yum...yum...yum....

生活的原点

I'm moving~!!

Message from a failure ^^

花

la~la~la~

最熟悉的陌生人

确定

再爱一回

搞笑

运动

不懂什么题目的post

孔明灯

三月咯

安了

在你离开之后

煲汤

累

成绩

此刻心声

多希望你在

一次过~~~

新年快乐

060210

咳ing

死神，去死吧！

可爱的虎年红t-shirt

Astro 舞虎扬威 群星会 (II)

星期六的我

=)

假期中的我

槟城，我来了！

漂亮的风景

白日梦

08=01=2010

I love you

朋友

眼泪

Happy New Year

我的小红

Random =)

我爱你

2oo9 圣诞佳节

蓝色圣诞节

CK 姐妹

圣诞快乐

发狂的我

今天的我

Damai Trip ^^

来临的周末

毕业咯！！

有营煮妇

男人VS女人

K歌~

羽球！！

爱情的路

寂寞

人生VS动物

stressed by study

My comments for Prefects Dinner `09

Random post

bye-bye

Bored school life

Never ever want this life!!

ATTENTION!!!

Help~!!!

B!NG

Sick sick and sick!!

Dusty blog~!!!

Send away my unhappiness

Angel and devil

Bad feeling

Memories

Friday Nite

Physics result making me uncomfortable

Beta06/07

From facebook.

Clubbing

Hate you

Friendship Park

Love and Like

Astro 舞虎扬威群星会 (II)