生活的原点

At this instant of time,
I'm thinking of you.
Biting the chewing gum that you bought for me.
Don't know where I get the gut to text you.
Don't know what makes me read your blog just now.
Tears, again, rolling down from my cheek.

Lately, I have sleepless night.
Remember that I told you this last night.
And you text me saying...
"I will lend you my shoulder"
Again, I cried for this short text message.
Without reply you, I let myself to sleep.
At last, I sleep until the day shine bright.
Thanks so much~!!!

Having the sleepless night,
it's all because I'm doing bad.
I hurt both of you just to find my own happiness.
I'm guilty and regret.
But what can I do next??
My life is happy on the surface.
But it is miserable beneath it.

**I'm tiring!!

FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS

ROAR~!!!! I WANT FOODS~!!!!!

Shouting in the middle of the night...
After 2pm, I didn't eat anything
because busying with some things.

Open the fridge, I saw sausages and fish balls~!!
Yum..yum.....after defrost it,
I cooked them and eat them~!!!!
ROAR...ROAR...ROAR...

Not enough?!?!
Yeah~!!!! Not really full yet...
Hmm...open the fridge and try to look for
..........................
.............
.....
THIS!!!
Yes~!!! It's FULL CREAM MILK~!!!!
Yum...yum...yum....

"Money~!!! Why you like rich people??"
LOL...it's that sentence seem so familiar??
You will know what I mean if you watch
Malaysian Movie called Sold Out.

Just the beginning of school holidays,
instead of earning money,
I already over spent.
**sigh**

I need tiles of money~!!!
MONEY~ come to me!!!
LOL....just joking lar...
I just lack of money to use currently.

Just wanted to dedicate this song to the one who loved me.
We have uncountable sweet memories.
And hope YOU will have the same feeling as me
when listen to this song. ^^


被你爱过我真的很快乐

我们肩靠肩的站着
看着不停流动的河
这阵子麻烦你了
被我的爱拉住了
终于你要走了

还是想叫你亲爱的
日子有时你最爱的
回忆不断倒转着
时间却又不停的
在拍我们转过身

被你爱过我 真的很快乐
被你爱过我 感动幸福了
你紧紧抱我 温柔的我好痛
突然我才懂你不是不爱我

记得一定要好好的
不管遇见了什么人
你在我耳边说着
声音却飞得好远
我也终于勇敢了

被你爱过我 真的很快乐
被你爱过我 感动幸福了
你紧紧抱我 温柔的我好痛
突然我(才)懂你不是不爱我(没有我更辽阔)
现在我相信那最深刻的爱
不一定会陪着我们到老的

Number 2.
2nd Nov 2007
2nd Dec 2007
2nd Jan 2008
2nd Feb 2008
2nd Mar 2008
2nd Apr 2008
2nd May 2008
2nd Jun 2008
2nd July 2008
2nd Aug 2008
2nd Sep 2008
2nd Oct 2008
2nd Nov 2008
2nd Dec 2008
2nd Jan 2009
2nd Feb2009
2nd Mar2009
2nd Apr 2009
...
...

It's those dots will end just like this??
The answer is...I don't know.
Today, 2nd Jun 2009,
suppose to be a sweet and memorable day,
but everything seem to be so bored.
I didn't get any supprise from the special one,
and I think I won't get it too.
But it's fine for me, coz' it no longer means anything.
We have celebrate it for 17times already,
but now, no more and no need to continue on.
Isn't it?? =)

The number of 2 do not mean anything to YOU and me anymore.
Hoping YOU are having a good life in the other side of the Earth.
All the best to YOU.

1st June 2009
Gawai Festival for l*k**
Holidays for Me~!!!
Wee~Wee~

Recognize this beach?? Hmm....
It's Damai Beach~!!!
I went there with two friends and my beloved.
LOL...meaning, 2couples....
It's known as two dates day out!!!

As we see the sunset,
we are so excited~!!!
Starting to get the camera,
trying to get the excellent photo~!!
Here we goes, nice pose~
^^

You = up
Me = down
form a rectangular!!

Us~!! Thanks for the photographer!!
I called her "Qing Qing"...
hehehehe....

Before we get our ass back to Kuching,
this is the view that we enjoy until the sky turns dark.
Nice, huh?!?!


Conclusion:
It's a wonderful, memorable, and fun day!!
It's been a long time I didn't play and laugh like this.
Thanks girls for accompany us~!!! wahahaaha...
Hugss...Hugsss....

What is this mail indicate?
Honestly, I got so many things want to share with YOU.
But I don't know whether YOU still have my blog's url with you.
Erm...it's okay if YOU don't have it.

Hmm...the reason that I didn't tell you
each of everytime u text me,
is because you already in a bad condition.
Once if you know about this,
you may fail to accept the facts.
And continue or even become worse.
I just don't want that to be happen.
Don't you know that people are worry about you??
Friends, family and even me.
We all are disappointed seeing you like this~!!!
What the f*ck is your friends that turn you to be like this?!?!
WAKE UP~!!!! They are not your good friends.
If they are, they won't ask you out in the middle of night for beers~!!
They will try to stop you from smoking.
They will worry for your relationship with parents.
They will guide you in the proper ways~!!!
But in contrast, the friends that accompany you nowadays,
are NOT YOUR GOOD FRIENDS~!!!
Think about it!!! I just want you to live in a healthy lifestyle.

**sigh**
Don't know you will listen to me or not~
hope you will.
Just want to tell you that,
I'm in a relationship now.
Hoping you to accept it~!!

Take care.

Sitting here all alone.
Watching serene sun set,
feel like hard to let go.
The day will be ends just like this.

Current mood very down.
It's all because of love.
Am I stupid??
Why should I choosing love
instead of friendship??

There is one,
I can't forget!!
There is another one,
I don't want to hurt.
What should I do??
Who can guide and listen to me??

At last, I still prefer to be alone.
Sorry, to the one I love,
and to the one who loved me.

=)