生活的原点

Having the unstable feeling right now. Due to the missing of buddies!
Now, form 5 is ended about 2 years ago.
Each of everyone of us are pursue their own studies to build a bright future.
Those who are not doing so well two years ago, are now consider as great students in his/her particular institute.
Those who are never tried to be in love two years ago, are always putting "love" in his/her words lately.
Those who are being so secure two years ago, are talking out loud as if he/she turn into another person.
Time causes human to change each of every seconds.
But, I still miss them all!!

So now, coming to the end of form 6 life (Haiz...finally),
and I'm still thinking of what's comes next??
Where should I study? What course should I take?
It's very confusing and it's hard decision.
Most probably, I will not able to get into the local universities.
And this will make my buddy in UM to be very disappointed.
Just want to say sorry to her for this disappointment news.
I understand and know that she misses me as much as I miss her,
but I got a very limited efford and still doesn't reach the criteria for entering UM.
I'm really sad and sorry toward her. Sorry, CK.

Currently mood, confusing, tiring, stressed by all these questions poking out from my mind!!

Haiz...gotta forget about all this things!!
Back to study mode!!! STPM, I'm coming!!!