人，就是永远不会满足的动物。
记得我们还是小孩的当时，我们口里都是挂着：“妈妈，我要。。。”！！
当我们有这些，我们还是不会满足。
看到新的玩意儿，我们还是会一样的叫着妈妈！！
一个被宠坏而长大的小孩，
无论是处理人际，爱情，学业，或是工作，
都会带有“喜新厌旧”的心态来办事。
就这样，出现了不专一的恋情。
有时候呀，我总会觉得，
当一只小鸟自由自在的翱翔，
总好过这复杂的人生！！
世上是不会有完美的东西。
Having the unstable feeling right now. Due to the missing of buddies!
Now, form 5 is ended about 2 years ago.
Each of everyone of us are pursue their own studies to build a bright future.
Those who are not doing so well two years ago, are now consider as great students in his/her particular institute.
Those who are never tried to be in love two years ago, are always putting "love" in his/her words lately.
Those who are being so secure two years ago, are talking out loud as if he/she turn into another person.
Time causes human to change each of every seconds.
But, I still miss them all!!
So now, coming to the end of form 6 life (Haiz...finally),
and I'm still thinking of what's comes next??
Where should I study? What course should I take?
It's very confusing and it's hard decision.
Most probably, I will not able to get into the local universities.
And this will make my buddy in UM to be very disappointed.
Just want to say sorry to her for this disappointment news.
I understand and know that she misses me as much as I miss her,
but I got a very limited efford and still doesn't reach the criteria for entering UM.
I'm really sad and sorry toward her. Sorry, CK.
Currently mood, confusing, tiring, stressed by all these questions poking out from my mind!!
Haiz...gotta forget about all this things!!
Back to study mode!!! STPM, I'm coming!!!
It was a terrible dinner I never attend to!!! Last Friday night, I have a Prefect Dinner at Kuching Park Hotel. It is not the matter of venue, foods and the other facilities!!! BUT, it is the problems of services!!!
There is no invitation cards or notes for us. That's FINE!!
There is no door gifts for everyone. That will be FINE too!!
There is no proper opening ceremony. That makes me feel something is missing.
Well, you all know what, they prepared more or less 50 present that include lucky draw, and for some other prefects that contributed to the performance.
Can you just imagine that we are asked to reach there before 6.30pm, and the dinner is officially start around 7.30pm!! Yeah, this is normal thing that happened for most of the dinner.
And, there are no Prom King and Prom Queen for that dinner.
Plus, only the VIP table is acknowlegde the schedule of that night. Meaning, only that table is prepared with booklets.
My question is, where is all the dinner fees that prefects paid gone to??
Yet, the school is sponsored RM500 for them to organise and prepare the lucky draw presents.
Ouch, my pocket is burning!! Wasted my RM21!! If I knew all these things will happened, I rather waste my few cents for printing a letter to be absent.
Haaiiizzzzzzzzzzz...... =.=
Gosh, it's already about 2months plus that I was left my blog behind.
I miss it!! I miss it!! I miss it so much!!!
But, what can I do?? A day 24hours is not enough for me.
Suffering from this exhausted and tired form 6 life.
Hmm...that's what we say, life!!
Accept it as we can't do anything!!
=D
Good-bye, blogger.
Good-bye, my pet Bubu.
Good-bye, my farm.
Huhuhu...it is not because of the end of weekends.
It is because of my brother going back to his campus tomorrow.
So, I have to say good-bye to his lappy too!!
Yet my desktop at home is damn lausy and old.
I'm going to stop here.
Meaning, stop....
-blogging
-facebook-ing
Back to school life.
That's really sucks!!!
Hatin' it!! >.<
Good-bye, my pet Bubu.
Good-bye, my farm.
Huhuhu...it is not because of the end of weekends.
It is because of my brother going back to his campus tomorrow.
So, I have to say good-bye to his lappy too!!
Yet my desktop at home is damn lausy and old.
I'm going to stop here.
Meaning, stop....
-blogging
-facebook-ing
Back to school life.
That's really sucks!!!
Hatin' it!! >.<
School is very boring for me!!
Even though teacher is teaching in front of the room,
especially PA, Chemistry and even MUET.
I will only feel bored when MJ really teaches in MUET class.
Then I started to think of doing something to kill time.
First, I take out my mechanical pencil.
Followed by my small note book.
Then I turn my head to the right,
looking at Vivien.
Then we started to draw this!!!!
First drawing,
Even though teacher is teaching in front of the room,
especially PA, Chemistry and even MUET.
I will only feel bored when MJ really teaches in MUET class.
Then I started to think of doing something to kill time.
First, I take out my mechanical pencil.
Followed by my small note book.
Then I turn my head to the right,
looking at Vivien.
Then we started to draw this!!!!
First drawing,
Each of us take turn to draw without talking with each other.We are allow to draw only a line for each turn.
Second master piece,
Complicated drawing,
Hahahahaa...
This showed how bored is Form6 life!!
This showed how bored is Form6 life!!
I have been struggling throughout this two years!!
People keep asking what make me so tends.
The main reason will me on my academic (my school life).
To emphasis more on it, I would like to say it's Form 6 hectic life.
I am blessed to manage to get into form 6 and I'm very sure I can.
But, choosing this path make my life change TOTALLY!!!
Firstly, I'm a failure in my exam!! I done quite badly. This is due to my life's surrounding has changed. I'm alone and most of the time I'm so lonely in school. There are some obstacles at home during this two years. This cause me lost my mood to study hard. But I'm confident to say that I am a very good "maid" or "housewife". LOL...In the sense of studying, I failed. Each of everytime I warmed up to "chiong" in my studies, there must be another problem coming up. I'm so damn tired. Asking God, when is the proper and ideal time that you prepare for me to study?? Can youjust imagine that, a student need to cook dinner for his/her family every weekdays? At night, tv is on and no study room is provided, where can he/she study? Not only this, sometimes need to do extra house chores!!! Anyone just approuch any of the top student and ask them whether they are in the situation as bad as I mention above. I think the answer to get "NO"isalmost 100%. That's why I always mention that life is not fair!! And it will never be fair!!!
Secondly, my performance in school is also ulter compare to my form 5 year!! Although I the deputy of head girl in school, but, do anyone mind about it? Who cares?? I'm as if an ordinary prefect. Okay, I'm fine with it!!! Proceed to the co-curricular activities, I'm active in sport!! My so called "KK marks" for sport can get very high. But, there is always a 'but', my uniform body and club doesn't help me. I joined scout since form 1 and Interact Club since form4. Problems will be, Interact Club conduct a meeting on every Wednesday which is the day that I couldn't attend due to the transport problem!!! The junior, who never tolerate and making me lost my spirit with all this activities. One word, disappointed!! Plus, I am the only interactor for upper six student. I bet they never "put me in their eyes". Hahaha...forget about it. All I can say is, when we are still student, we need friends a lot. Since all my form 5 buddies pursue their study in private college, I have no more close friends around to cooperate together! As I am born from beta, but now mixed with alphaian, I will never deny that I'm just an alient!! Haiz....
No one can understand my feeling unless you stand on my side and think!! This is a miserable life!! All I can see is dull and black all around me!! No more happiness and excitement in my form 6 life!! T.T
Due to some circumtances,
I will not being active as before!!
This blog will just remain like this...
until the day I come back!!!
Hahahaha...
Just wanted to have some rest,
deal with hectic stupid scholl works,
I officially announce that
I will temporary stop blogging
in short period of time!!!
Friends, don't miss me too much yea!!
LOL...all the best to ya all and take care always!!
Cheers ^^
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